I Lost a “Friend”

I lost a friend I lost a friend I lost a friend who was always there In celebration Manifestation In my life I lost a friend I know exactly how… I didn’t speak up I didn’t wait for clarity I nodded I said all right I didn’t speak up for what I truly want She never knew so she didn’t wait She never asked She never cared She was in her own mind Her own pain Her own life Her own game Her own strife The quiet The quiet of my mind The quiet of not speaking up I didn’t agree from the start There was no space for me to open up There was no space for me to trust So I lost a friend Because of my own fears My own doubts There’s a new path A new route Recalibrating it now Without that ever present friend in my life Life will continue I learn Become wise She’s not the right friend for my path I need Kindness in moments I break down Not accusations and anger unleashed through the stars When the conflict came to a hedge I saw the sign I saw her true nature come out In the quantum field Out for my energetic life The anger Untamed and wild My angel saved my life I see the true colors of her energetic vibe True colors of how she reacts I always sensed it I always knew I saw how she treated other friends I saw how she treated the woman who cleaned the room Her essence was shown to me over and over and I chose not to look My energetic body knew I Knew I always knew I always knew Now there’s no denying it when everything came into full view So I lost a friend I lost a friend I lost a friend who I never truly knew I gained myself Trusting the most subtle clues I gained authority trusting the subtle clues Find tune the radio When the signal is not quite coming through I could not see the clue That has led me to you The reveal has come through The cycle closes with a new muse I heal the world with who I choose I lost a friend who I never truly knew I lost a friend who I never truly knew I lost a friend who I never truly knew I heal the world with who I choose